The Making of Erica - Sperm Loving Crossdresser

I still continued to buy outfits, including skirts, heels, wigs and make-up. I hide my multiple bags of clothing successfully for a number of years, ten to be exact.
My first time of getting “caught” came at work. I was looking at porn on my company laptop, in my office (this was before they had ways to block access to such sites), and a woman colleague came into my office. I never knew if she saw my computer screen, but I suspected that she did. She was even “colder” towards me after than. Within six months, my boss came to see me un-expectantly. He said that he had gotten an IT report that my computer had accessed forbidden porn internet sites and he wondered if my son had access to my computer. He was giving me a way out of the situation and I appreciated it. I never used the company system to do this again!

But, I did continue to dial-in to the Internet and view porn sites. I discovered how I could download photos onto CDs, and I started doing so. I would catalog the photos by their content. I could watch them and masturbate whenever I wanted. I shifted jobs, continued to collect porn, dress and fantasize.

I would travel with my outfits, dress, look at porn in my hotel room and masturbate. I loved it! I had some great outfits and mind blowing orgasms! I did my best to taste my own sperm, but it was still difficult to accomplish.

I would frequently wear sexy things under my business clothes when I went to evening functions. I could get away with panties, garter belts and stockings, but wearing a bra was tricky. I could do this only when I had on a winter coat, and or sometimes, even just a sport jacket. I would sit at the desk in my hotel room, dressed, and masturbate while looking at porn. Rock hard cock, gushers of cum!

I wanted more. To be a real woman, I needed a cock in my mouth!

I now was in a role that involved a lot of overnight travel. I drank a lot and enjoyed feeling naughty. A couple of times I would get disgusted and discard all of my stuff, hundreds of dollars of stuff I had bought: panties, bras, stockings, heels, skirts, tops, make-up, and sex toys; all of it. But I always went and bought more. I loved to secretly wear it, particularly when I would go shopping! The feeling of the panties, bra, stockings and heels, was so erotic.